the last day of june

hai hai semua warga dunia. hallo people of the world.
nak cerita hari nie, fuhhh penat tau today.
pagi kelas at 12 tapi disebabkan class clinical microbiology dr pallavi kena ada pukul 11.30 lah kan.
bangun around 10.30 mandi mandi pakai baju, pilih kasut nak pakai pump ke, heel ke (tade heel pun) or sneakers. last-last my coverse jadi pilihan hati for today. Singgah tempat print bawah print cover and gambar sarcoidosis and lung abscess terus pergi msu. hmm, mama can i have my own printer ? rumah kan ada lebey satu. hehe sebab penat lah nak lari-lari print or bazir duit print. haih ~
then sampai study sikit lah takut dia suruh azliana go explain what i taught you in your previous class and saya ingat ada quiz, ngeh tiada. fuhh, plus mood dia sangat bagus today :)
habis class dia at 12 saya terus go makan with ameline si angry bird and liyana.
Then, pukul 1.40 macam tue naik lab forensic class patho. Lab today boring, haha
then 2-4. 4-6 kelas immunology nie satu lagi class paling ya allah =='' penat dia haih ~
Dah dua class i still blurr apa lah saya belajar. Ingat humoral mediated dengan avian system. Itu je sebab tue time focus. haha, then pukul 8 balik rumah. lambat kan ? sebab busy ada benda kena buat 6-8 tue. wuwu
then balik tengok fb jap, relax jap. Saya buat report yang banyak pictures kena lukis 19 gambar. Experiment pasal urinalysis. haha, kitorang kena buat exp pee (air paham je lah) err* geli juga tp tak pegang pun
haha. okaylah nak tidur penat sangat. bye

haaa, this is my clinical mcrob book. cuma yg nie 24th mine 25th. berat ==''

p/s: hakiim i love you :)

busy

hai kawan-kawan,
sorry dah lama tak berupdate. BUSY GILA NOWDAYS
seriously, saya ada bertimbun reports, assignments and quizzes.
first week dah ada 3 assignments =='' dengan kelas dr pallavi lagi. haih ~
report kena lukis =='' banyak gila. clinical biochem ada 20 pictures kena lukis, memang die la kan -_____-
kadang-kadang rasa letih juga, nak buat itu ini. baru sem tiga belum empat.
Yang penat sebab this sem ada 4lab kot.
immunolgy and serology, clinical biochemistry, clinical microbiology and basic pathology.
Semeentara ni my favorite subject is patholgy. ngeh tak tahu why =='' hehe
other than that, lecturer baru yang paling garang dan genius.
Dr Pallavi. She has 2phd okay :) Scientist or more known as a microbiologist.
garang tahap gaban, dia strict gila. Habis class kena buat further reading tau, dia will bagi homework. sigh ~
which mean kerja bertambah.
Right now, i am just hoping i can do this. I can survive this otherwise how can i further to medic ?
So i will susah sekarang and senang later :)

p/s: encik hakiim ,i love you as always :)

happy papa day

hai.
i know its a bit late for me to wish happy father's day to my papa.
papa kakak miss you, it have been almost years since the last time i met you.
the last time kita met, kakak balik kampung perak time cuti matriks time pdt.
papa why do  you change ?
you never talked with me.
kakak tanya satu papa balas satu.
papa biarkan je anak sulung papa macam kita tak kenal.
kakak ingat papa dengan kak fiza rapat gila, i do cry time  tengok korang.
i am his daughter why can't i be closed with you.
you stop taking us back to damansara, the last time was bulan puasa where we lived there a month.
form 3 ke form 2, kakak tak ingat.
kakak tahu the only time i text you is bila i need money. its not that i don't wanna text you.
if i asked o told something else will you reply? when i called you seldom picked.
if we met you don't talk. do you still remember ?
time kakak sekolah rendah, papa masakkan time weekend.
bawa for holiday, beli kan belon yang macam-macam bentuk tiap minggu papa go chow kit or carefour dgn mama. papa i miss the old times.
kadang-kadang akak marah why must they got a divorced ? my family was awesome !
i never told anyone about this, i seldom talked about you.
kakak jarang cakap pasal my dad, kakak malas fikir. tapi deep in my heart i always asking god why must this thing happened ? how can two person with a rship father daughter boleh jadi two different people macam strangers. Yes, mama got married while you don't.
Papa my stepdad is the best man i can asked for. Withouht him i don't think i can study msu reaching for my future. Papa you are my dad my father the men that i will always remember as my papa.
without you i will not be born, you guide me to be a person. You teach me how to sembahyang, mengaji,  puasa. Hantar akak go kelas itu ini. But this was old times.
tapi papa today i am a big girl, kakak dah nak masuk 21. The last time we lived together when i was 12 years old.
i just wanna said this papa. You will be my papa and will always be but to me you are not my hero as my hero is Mr Ali bin mahadi that person is abi : )
without him we can''t have a proper live, without him i can't achieved everything i have now and without him my family, our family might have ended living in difficulties where you couldn't even imagine.

TO ABI, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. You are the best person we can have.
p/s: er first time saya tulis emo, korang appreciate your dad sebab diorang tengok korang besar while mine doesn't and one day he just stop showing his care. Hargailah orang-orang itu ye anak-anak. muehehe

destiny

Destiny refers to a predetermined course of events. It may be conceived as a predetermined future, whether in general or of an individual. It is a concept based on the belief that there is a fixed natural order to the cosmos. I got this from wiki, mueheheh :3 tade kejeh eden nak buat definition sendiri. Humph, but do you guys believe in it ?
We knew each other, we used to be using the same van when we went the the clinic. We were in the same clinic in the same room. We talked even it occurred once. Then, a year later. We met again. We build a relationship that nobody expects and they shocked. We studied at the same place, used the same bilik kuliah, kafe tempat makan yet we never have the feelings or something that can make us talked towards each other.
We talked, we met, we date. All of these occurred later. When we started to do our degree where we both are hundreds kilometers away. We fell in love but not on the first time we spoke and tengok muka each other. PELIK ?We never had the time to meet and dates. Is this what they called destiny ?
He asked me yesterday ?
Do i believe in destiny ? I used to said yes. POSITIVELY
but now, if we are truly meant to be together. We are destined to be together. Whats up with all these problem ?
The changes. The sparks. Have you're not noticing it hakiim ? We're losing it.
When we have the chance to be together we blew it. We're let that moments passed by,
If this what so called destiny. Why you stopped giving and showing me anything.
Proving me that i am wrong. Proving me that your feeling is still the same ?
If you said i need to believe in you. How can i ? When you stop showing.
Love is not just about faith. You can't just said i love you while your action is doing something opposite.
You can't make people believe that you love her when you did nothing. Show nothing.

What is Love? description of love from the movie Captain Corelli's Mandolin: When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part.

i don't know what should i do now anymore ?
i am tired of this. i have to keep on believing and be strong.

saya pandai masak.

helloo.

today bangun lewat sebab penat kot semalam ? now tengah goreng ikan.

terletak kunyit banyak macam nak goreng tepung dah -___________________-

ponah haih hari nie, kemas depan, ruang tamu and dapur. dapur lah paling saya tak suka. i don't like to wash the dishes : ) ye, saya memang tak suka tapi apakah daya T_T terpaksa juga. 

nak bagi anak-anak saya makan lagi, itu babun, baby and semua kucing lagi. muehehe :3 gaya ain.

humph, ingat nak buat rambut tapi macam tak sempat esok jumaat. sabtu ahad. ohh tidak !

cuti dah nak habis,kan? sigh

okay, today mama suruh masak ikan sambal and sup bayam.

yang sup senang bayam tue menyusahkan.

kena goreng ikan. eh lupa nak ngadu. tadi saya siang ikan : ) HAHA

last siang ikan darjah enam kot. hari nie dah 20 ponng -.-'' buruk perangai anak dara.

tapi betul since mama dah keje. saya dah pandai masak.

so makcik di luar, pergilah keje. anak mu semua sedang cuti esp anak dara. then, biarkan dorang jadi macam saya -___________- jadi suri rumah.

saya mula-mula tak tau masak sup fishball, curry and asam pedas. so, mama tinggalkan resepi and apa kena buat. wohoooo ! jadi luu tau ? sodap hingga jilat jari.

so wahai makcik ini adalah jalan terbaik untuk anak dara awak yang dulu malas macam saya kini menjadi rajin.

ahad ni balik shah alam! horray ~ tapayah kemas and masak dah sobab ponat haihhh.

dah tau pun betapa penat nya mama buat kerja selalu T_T, kesian mama. hoho

p/s: tengah goreng ikan, takut hangus i stop her. okbye

AIN AHMAD

hye, entry today pasal budak 15 tahun ini. nama diberi nur ain afieqah or more known as ain babun. HAHA
saya kakak dia yang tercintan, semalam birthday dia. kesian dia T_T, dah tua pongg! muahaha
sebelum saya melalut ke arah yang mengarut, saya straight to the point.

tadi mama buat SUPRISE birthday partayyyyy for her, huahaha yang part best she has no idea about it pongg.
tak habees habes dengan pong aku nie -__-, kitorang punya plan dari awal. ececeh kitorang lah sangat kan sedangkan mama je. HAHA, so mama call si encik nisa and kirin iaitu beruk satu and dua. huahaha, korang jangan marah ye adik-adik. minta tolong sebab dorang patut keluar dengan ain. So, budak-budak nie mainlah peranan today. Dorang bagailah poyo suh adik gua datang jj awal, pukul 12. HAHA, mana ntah dorang pegi i dont know sebab saya sibuk mengemas and memasak di rumah. hihi, anak mithali ^ ^
partayy itu start at 6.00 pm after mamam habis kerja, so around 5 saya baru sibuk mandi. Pakai lawa-lawa macam saya yang nak sambut birthday tue, tunggu ayi balik. Adik lagi satu itu, yang balik pukul 6 -____-, bengang juggaa lahhh. So, kitorang terus call cab pegi JJ and pegi KFC. Tengok takde orang so kitorang lepak kejap tunggu boy gemuk and kawan sampai, abi dah sampai dulu. Then mama tipu ain kata datang kfc nak belanja makan je, minah ni lembab gila. Sampai dah datang pun tak tau pape, haihh ~
bila semua dah ada, izzul, latipah, maklong and sekalian orang kfc bawa cake keluar and nyanyi HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU : D terkejut ain. Cake secret recipe choc strawberry ^ ^ saya apa lagi situ ada 8 cheezy wedges large okayy i grab one and eat first sebab sudah lapar -_____________- then, dah makan-makan buka hadiah jap. okay ini SUMPAH jeles. humph ~

hadiah dia :
skateboard tapi act deck ke long board ah ? gua tak sure. mama bagi
subang emas tome abi bagi. jeles habihhhh
dictionary and buku psikologi. mak long bagi, eden pun pernah dapat kamu ^ ^
baju wali band, ori punya ^ ^
kad soccer, comey ~
mine ? hauahah, tunggu nanti iye.

sila hayati gambar ini : )

nisa and ain

cake dia nyum3

nampak tue ? -___-

p/s: pakcik tak datang, humphhh sad : (

christinna perri

who does't know her ? sila angkat tangan.
anda memang ketinggalan oiii. lagu dia tengah meletup-letup tahap atom dah kooot.
jar of hearts, arms and lonely T_T, semua best wooooi.
saya ingat first time i fall in love with her.
kat rumah shah alam, dengar hitz. tau tau jar of hearts je. balik seremban adik cakap pasal akak ini. huahaha
saya suka her way of singing a song, gaya adele sikit kan ? peace yaww -.-v

nama sebenar christina judith perri.

23 ke 26, si adik tak ingat. if salah sorry. harap maklum. beranak kat us lah kot ?huahaha

weyh korang google lah biodata dia. pernah kahwin sekali dah cerai. korang rasa suami dia nyesal tak ? yelah dia dah terkenal and kaya raya. mahahaha

ada anak tak korang rasa ? er. no comment.

body dia hot, badan ad tattoo.

saya suka gaya dia sebab dia macam emo okay, macamlah but i don't think so lah.

i love her video clips, hampir semua okay

korang perasan tak lagu dia semua pasal break ups and man ? ala-ala taylor swift cuma beza kak taylor lebey kepada fairy tales while kak christina more to adults ? the real life deal kan ?

muehehe :3 gaya ain babun. one more thing i love her hair ! her dress ! her style.

ini jar of heart even banyak graphic tapi cool sebab her style and the dresses weyhh !

yang nie best gila, sebab lyrics dia macam betul je ? hehe

yang ini best ^^, why must she looks so pretty ?? 

p/s: walau apa pun saya suka britney spears more, wahahah.

kepala rambut panjang

cerita ini dicuri/di pinjam dari tak taau sapa sebab eden google aja tadi. hihi
cerita ini adalah rekaan semata-mata, tiada kena mengena dengan semua orang. peace yaww --v
cerita ini tidak se best karak mahu pun seru which saya pun tak tengok lagi, huahaha
kepada penulis cerita ini minta maaf ye sebab curi cerita kamu ^^

Kisah ni berlaku ketika aku berada di tingkatan satu. Ketika itu aku tinggal di asrama. Macam biasa, aku mula letakkan kepala atas bantal ketika jam hampir menunjukkan 12:00 tengah malam. Tapi malam tu aku rasa sedikit gelisah. Entah apa puncanya, tak dapat aku pastikan. Aku cuba pejamkan mata, tapi tak berjaya. Akhirnya, lebih setengah jam berhempas-pulas, kelopak mataku berjaya juga dirapatkan.

Tak lama kemudian, aku dikejutkan oleh suatu bunyi aneh yang agak kuat. Bunyi sebegitu tak pernah aku dengar sebelum ni. Aku cuba pastikan arah datangnya bunyi tersebut. Seketika kemudian aku tergamam. Berbantukan cahaya samar-samar dari kaki lima dorm, kelihatan satu kepala tanpa badan sedang menyikat rambutnya, betul-betul di atas katil bersetentang dengan katilku. Rambutnya panjang mencecah siling. Ngeri jugak aku. Dalam separuh sedar tu, aku cuba kejut rakanku yang sedang tidur di katil sebelah. "Ina! Ina! Ina..!". Ina tersedar. "Apa hal kejut aku tengah sedap tidur ni?" ngomel Ina sambil menggenyeh matanya. Tanpa memandang ke arahnya, aku memuncungkan mulutku. "Tengok tu."  Ina memandang ke depan, dan sesaat kemudian memandang ke arahku semula.

"Takde apa pun! Engkau mengigau la... Dahlah, tidurlah! Aku ngantuk ni." Ina tak pedulikan kata-kata aku, dan terus menarik selimutnya semula. Aku berasa takut. Makhluk itu terus menyikat rambutnya. Semakin kuat sikatannya, semakin kuat pula bunyinya. Aku betul-betul tak tahu nak buat apa. Aku cuba nak kejutkan Ina sekali lagi, tapi kali ni mulutku seolah-olah terkunci.  Aku memusingkan badan. Sambil meniarap, aku memekup telinga dengan bantal. Aku takut. Bunyi tersebut semakin kuat.

Selang lima minit kemudian, bunyi tersebut semakin perlahan, dan akhirnya terus lenyap. Aku masih tak berani pusingkan kepala. Manalah tahu, tiba-tiba je makhluk tu dah terpacul depan aku, tak ke naya!

Tiba-tiba suasana sekeliling menjadi hingar. Ruang dorm yang tadinya gelap, kini terang benderang. Aku lihat ada makhluk di kanan kiri aku. Ada yang bawa baldi dan ada yang bawa tuala serta berus gigi.

"Bangun Yati oiiii! Mandi. Sembahyang subuh." Aku mengangkat bantal yang memekup telinga, dan dengan perlahan aku bangun lalu ke hujung katil sambil mataku tak berkelip memandang ke katil depan. Apa yang aku nampak? Tak ada apa, melainkan suatu lakaran di dinding yang tak pernah aku nampak sebelum ni!  

p/s: saya pun tak paham ending, ==''

POC

i tend to give up on things now days, tired of hoping and dreaming for things to be better when you just know that i will not.

okay, nak cerita pasal poc aka Pirates Caribbeans, malas tulis panjang ponat haih

semalam tengok, okay the movie was LONNG -______________________- but its worth it : D

seriously, sir depppp was hot hot hot and the paderi ? wohoo, body dia bagai mengugat keimanan saya. hehe

awal-awal lagi memang dah kelakar part-part time depp become the judge. HAHA

then, penelope cruz wa gorgeous and there was i, thinking why i can't have her beauty : ) hihi

okay, dia cantik termasuk all the mermaids. dorang guna america next top model kan ? tapi tak boleh blah mermaid vampire. makan darah and manusia.

okay gaklah even orlando bloom and keira takde but if dorang ada. bukan macam best gila babihh ka ?

hoho, imagine poc next one : ) macam best aja.

ohh and yah semalam tengok trailer transformers ! pfft ~ i have to book the tickets earlier. CAN'T WAIT :p

make your day from worst to good

pagi-pagi mood dah sedih, haih
nak buat macam mana, T_T  so hari ini azliana yang poyo nak ajar how to make your own day.
mula-mula dalam masa first 5minutes korang lepaskan je, betul.
nak cry ke, maki hamun ke, jadi orang minyak ke, buat je tapi within 5minutes.

straight lepas itu, korang pergi minum air korang suka. serious, menjadi tau :)
hehe,  macam tadi after i (ini adalah rahsia) i bought a can of coke. korang akan dapat rasa calm kejap.
then, pergi makan something, makan boleh melupakan, hehe ini saya sokong !
so, tadi saya makan nasi lemak. kenyang, BURPPPP
then, bukak tv. pilih-pilih cartoon tau yang macam spongebob ke hape ke yang penting ala-ala cartoon bengong.
yang gerenti buat kamu tersenyum hingga nak garham hujung yang baru nak tumbuh nampak ==''
yang ini maybe kejam sikit, humph
jangan cari that person for awhile yelah takut-takut tak pasal dia marah kamu lagi ke, said you apa-apa yang can hurt yourself. huhu, sebab tak pasal mu sad lagi deyy.
so, biarkan. humph, pas pas kamu buat lah benda yang mengbestkan hati awak.
online fb ke, masak-masak, shopping ke hape. kalau banyak duit pergilah shopping *saya tade duit T_T
like me, i have my own blog diary,so i expressed there. even people tak baca ke hape *privatekan
janji korang dah lepaskan something, percayalah *ala dato siti you will feel changes : )
mueheheheh *gaya ain babun, then kalau awak rasa dah  okay baguslah : D
dah, kalau stress nak mampuih pigi hamek wuduk and baca alquran : )
jalan terbaik, amin ^ ^

makan ini pun sodap haih, hingga menjilat jari

p/s: tengok babun the cat main sambil duduk, why kucing ini gemuk sangat ? haiih

tremors

right now i am watching this movie at tv3 as hbo, max and star have nothing on it. can you believe it ?
even fox, e and the cartoons. urghh
what is the point of having hundred channels of movie but zero great movies ? duhh, noob astro =..=
so in the end of it i chose tv3, just now mama wanna watch cleopatra =='' but err the movie is kind a old ?
elizabeth taylor zaman muda, ehe *kan best if cantik macam dia
okay, i just wanna tell you guys that this is how i started to fall in love with kevin bacon :) hihi
i watch tremors for the first time when i was form in two. cinta pandang pertama <3
since then, almost every movie that have kevin bacon in it, i ady watched it but now he's old =..=
so he is not quite good looking anymore, sebab kulit dia tada tegang maa ? kan.
ada kerut sini sana eh salah there are wrinkles everywhere. hehe *bajet speaking
peoples please jangan tengok tremors other than the first one because others are pfft.
senang cerita cast dia semua tukar except burt and jalan cerita tada best lagi maa.
macam murah punya cerita. please jangan bazir masa tengok, ehe sebab saya marah tak best dah ! humph,
btw sad pakcik tidur awal nobody wanna teman me anymore. wuu kasihanilah saya insan terbuang ~ hehe

dia punya poster. muehehe

kevin bacon is the one wearing hat :) hot tak ?

all cast.

p/s: kesunyian and perut kekembungan rasa nak boom even minum indocafe he =__=

birthday mama

semalam sambut birthday mama, pergh penat juga.
buat dengan adik-adik tapi macam akak dia je buat semua kerja ? ehe ==''
dari pangkat go kedai, buat cake, air and meja. haih ~
duit ponnnng, wu. tapi malam tue sudah claim balik dari daddy, hoho
lepas tue, mama balik bawa ikan bakar, sedap lah juga. dia terkejut yelah dia ingat tade pape ==''
hoho, pandai tak buat suprise ? buat family aja, mama cakap why tak ajak maklong neklong.
er ? nak ajak how ? buat all sikit-sikit. tetiba abi kata why tak cakap awal-awal boleh abi bagi duit.
pfft, nyesal dehhhh. mama tetiba nak call mak long then cakap id dorang datang belikan pizza. pergh
yang part tak best, wu. mak long tak angkat fon ? dah habis tak dapat pizza T_T tapi okay je.
diet ! hehe. tapi today makan mcd. popcorn. humph, dah rasa gemuk. nyesal mcd. humph jahat mcd !~
mama bawa tengok poc. hehe pirates itulah, hihi saya suka saya suka. wohoooo
then dapat tumblr attach kung fu panda. bangga gila, budak-budak kecik tengok jeles, hoho
then ada budak ini kecik perempuan tengok mine tumblr tau apa dia buat ?
dia hamek happy meal dia tunjuk kat eden. eleh nak tunjuk lah dia ada, haha comel je kan ?
saya tengok budak itu kepelikan. malas deh layan sebab ramai mata tengok ain and saya punya tumblr.
ohh mama kata saya macam budak beli itu benda, humph tapi comel ?
nak bawak msu senang, atas letak sandwich bawah letak air. haaa ? kaaaaan :D

saya buat, ain decorate

all saya buat :D hehe bangga

3jenis air. air mama, abi and kitorang

laparrrr gilaaaah wooi

saya tau buruk, biarlah huh

ain bajet comel lebey, tapi tak pung

p/s : perut penuh rasa mau muntah, rindu hakiim. humph bye

hello

an advice from me, melayu silalah jaga tepi kain sendiri. heh

serious, kat luar tue berlambak je orang nak kutuk, nak gossip, nak memalukan orang.

kadang-kadang sebab kecik jadi besar sebab mulut orang.

korang tade kerja lain ke ?

pernah tengok indian ke chinese ke ? memburukkan orang lain ?

kalau benci pun, diam sendiri sudah janganlah sampai kau nak kecoh satu dunia about that person.

perangai orang, jahat orang, kita kutuk, judge. jahat diri sendiri ? ada ke ??

eh, takkan. orang tue hot, kau benci.

orang tue dpt bf hensem kau benci.

orang tue kaya kau benci.

orang tu ini itu pun kau benci, eh kadang-kadang bukan benci jadi TALAM DUA MUKA.

kan ? talam inilah paling aku anti gila *kan dah guna anti

sebab mereka-mereka inilah syaitan sebenar, haihh

sibuk kata orang nie itu ini macam kau baik tapi bagi saya orang yang baik ialah orang yang tak melabelkan orang lain, mengutuk, menjaga tepi kain, fitnah, dengki. etc etc orang benci selalu sebab jelaous. 

kan ? tengok si bieber, ramai orang benci tapi in the end of it. beribu orang minat dia :D kan ?

p/s :perut kembung kenyang sangat. wuu